Saturday, May 21, 2005

a typical conversation...

M: how was the day...
Me: just as usual...nothing grand...how was yours...?
M: normal..nothing grand
Me: its really hot here...
M: oh same here...you cant run the AC 24 hrs...but u can..which is good...
Me: no we cant..we have a maximum...so its used only at night
M: what else...
Me: what else...
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M: Bye
Me: bye
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conversations with ma are always interesting...because it makes u realize that you can spend a lot every single day...doing something that you do everyday....all to make someone feel relaxed and at peace. its not that big a price then...and makes up for a place in heaven...!! :)

I consulted R regarding my decision to stand for the VP...she thinks i should go for it...so lets see...i am still contemplating. what i hate most about myself is my orthodox attitude towards people's opinion. even though i ask for them...(which again is rare)...i dont see any opinion making any difference on my final decision. then why the hell did i get that person to even think about some stupid juvenile problem of mine...! stupid me..!

A gave me this amazing song..."yeh zameen gaa rahi hai.." (remixed) by Nitin Bali. sung wonderfully and has a very nostalgic feel to it. cmon..we used to hear this during chitrahaar...every wednesday...what...just 15 yrs back or so..! and and and..beautiful song.."Piyu Bole" (Parineeta 2005) ...check it out...
http://bollyfm.net/temp/mp3/m-p/parineeta.php

work has been coming along great. I am quite concerned about....(someone)...but then i am sure that (s)he knows whats best for (her)him. i guess thats what been troubling me for a few days now...though i dont know why do i even care...

i dont like myself at times...i feel like kumar gaurav...!

~a