have i lost a part of me...

its been more than 2 years ever since i quit something that i thought would define me one day. its been more than 2 years ever since i left waking up every morning with curiosity leading me through the day. its been more than 2 years ever since i maybe lost a part of me....

never to get it back...

and today something made me miss it.

we had gone for a dinner to our Aikya Family...the Patodia's...had a wonderful time..awesome food...they were really nice hosts. through the evening Mrs. Patodia requested P to sing for us. and he did...brilliantly...but then we all knew that he could. and then came the...i will call it moment. G had mentioned before that she used to sing and left it cause of her throat problem. but then i didnt know how good she was when she left...and the answer came right after 5 minutes.

its not just the fact that she is a close friend that made me like what she sang....she was actually awesome. it just got me back to the time when i used to feel so passionate about something. and i was good at it..and i left it. and today somepart of me regrets it...maybe trying hard not to accept the same fact.

i just hope that she doesnt have a time when she will regret too...

anyways...

the day was good...didnt get to talk to R today. missing her right now..a lot...

got the grades for marketing. thankfully an A. so that was good. was going through the distribution of the class. A has hit it in the top 5...and U is in the top 17...which is awesome. he deserves it...i can see that he worked really hard for it.

life's funny right now...and its laughing at me...

~a